some thoughs

Hi this is my first ever blog.Don no down the road i may feel what the hell kind of things i wrote here.But nevertheless one should not keep hold of his ideas let them come out freely that's why i took into blogging.

Hope u like my writings and appreciate the effort i put into.
First let me start by saying my self wont reveal all the stuff :).
I am a postgraduate done my PG in electrical from premier institute.
The childhood i have spent is full of studies.Every time think to become big and earn a good amount of bucks.Now the time has come for earning but there are some other BUTs popping up down the road.How life can go awkward if you don't take the steps when you should.This is not a failure life but how complacent ,laziness and lack of interest have contributed to failure of a successful guy who recently joined in to the job.

Know i feel childhood and college does have effects on us permanently where ever you go unless you have hell lot of work where u wont even have time to think like me and write a blog.

I grew up in hostel life and every thing was restricted.We used to watch movies cricket secretly not making our teachers and parents know about them.Know i became independent no body was there to ask how i eat drink go for job what u do in sparing time.So i opened up usually all this is not because i cant control my emotions but because i don't love my work.Then the question comes y don't u look for other job.The reason being though i look out for another job i don't want to go into the same field which i did and want to go to US.So because of that i delayed preparations and was at crossroads.It will be hectic to come and prepare after office hours.The main agenda before me is to change the life the view of life how i used to see should be changed and get settled in the field of your interest.

Got bored this is how i write when nothing goes my way did like this before as well.Wrote letters to father, lectures and even professors in a bit of anger but never made them public because there i felt they are bad .But here i am feeling bad about my self.But every dog has a day.This philosophy i will follow,life has given me 23 years of smooth passage but last 18 months are not good me.Thank god the bad has occured now itself so that i can rethink my strategies and start working further for improvement in life.After all its your life you should live it large with your interests and thing in life which excite you and most importantly your beloved ones.Hope i come to terms soon.

will try to post this kind of experiences often.